186/365 Fear

We, people on our comfort zone are so hard to make changes sometimes.

Somehow somewhere sometimes,

because of the people around you made their changes, so you need to change as well.

No doubt, changes is good, just that the fear of unknown is frightening us.


There been once, on the most depressing period of my life,

I'm totally lost, dilemma, frustrated and wondering what life is all about.


I met my angel once again, she enlighten my life, fill me with spirits,

I feel ashamed for being so -ve and depressing,

and I knew that's the turning point of my life to be great.


She came into my life,

everything starts to do great from that moment onwards =)


Distances bring us apart for some time,

but we share the same spiritual mindset,

foresee our great future coming day by day,

we love and appreciate each other very much.

Still, some challenges come along the way......


Apart from our great future,

she might did something wrong sometimes,

in the sense of making me feel insecure.

I do know what range of "surprise" I'm capable to accept.

Not too much, still I will be ok.

Is important that she understand me and don't do "too much",

have control and knowing what she is doing,

then, I will feel secured.


Now there's new challenge coming to her,

I feel proud and glad that she made it!

but it do bring fear to me,

fear of losing her,

or simply fear of I have to make changes as well,

or prepare for any "surprise" again.


I do know I would need to keep doing better and prepare for any challenges

from the 1st day we back together.

All changes are good, is a way to build my maturity as well,

I know she will always be with me and support me for all these.


Simple enough to conclude all this,

I'm in fear of changes and fear of success,

to success in order to promise great future of us,

this quotes says it all,

"Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate.
Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure.
 It is our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us."


Everything keep pushing me to be great and greater,

good is not enough, I need to be the best.

I wanted to keep my angel with me all time,

there is no way I should living in comfort zone,

that's the way to make me successful, be a real man,

and deserve to have a great angel with me. 


Dear, I love you, and I'm preparing myself to changes, and be the one always stay with you.

Be great, Be capable to take good care of you, I just don't want to lose u again.

I want you, I want you, I want you to be my wife~ stay with me, be healthy, be happy~

185/365 The secret

Recently, I been practicing all things about law of attraction,

the book "the secret" always mentions that no need to ask why it happen,

let the universe do it.

You just need to request, believe then receive.

Most importantly, you have to feel it and it will happen. 


However, it's hard for me to not asked WHY?!

Because I always wonder how it happen,

so it linked me to the "conscious and subconscious mind" topic.


This is my understanding about what it all happening around and comes around,

our conscious mind is what we used every daily life, making choices, taking action, etc.

what feeds in your conscious mind will eventually ends up programmed your subconscious mind,

with the miracle process of taking action, the law of attraction happened.


To me, "the secret" is too miserable to me to accept,

I love it in scientific way, although sometime something can't even explain in scientific facts.

That might be the super-conscious mind topic this time.


I love to convince others by my own philosophy,

though I might not really experienced much about it or get some big result out of it yet.

I still foresee my future will be great, prosperity, wealthy, healthy and could share with my loves one.


No doubt, everything back to the most fundamental needs of all of us,

"FEELING".

So, do feel good always.

184/365 Bad Thing Happened

Sometimes, bad thing happen to us without giving any sign,

it just happened.

I do believe it's law of attraction,

you attract bad thing, it just come,

why don't we just apply it on good thing?

surely, good thing will keep happening around!!

Every bad thing happen for some reason,

feel lucky about it anyway =)

Of course always remember not to do bad,

eventually, we have to pay it back one day.

Be good~ Stay +ve~ Great thing will come^^


"Just to remind, don't ever put anything inside the car,

while you're unable to keep an eye on it!"

183/365 Eliminate the saboteur!!!

182/365 Knowing

Been dragging, escaping from my works and problems,

finding more and more ways to feel at least comfortable,

as usual,

having complicated emotional and feeling,

online, workout, tv, sleeping......sadly, non of it really helps.


Deep down inside, I know that the simplest way to solve my stresses & pressure is by facing the problem,

no doubt, have courageous, JUST DO IT =)